When the conversation dies between people you really want to talk to :(

sigh, just having a little rant.

I feel like I have no one anymore. I am losing everyone but I haven’t done anything wrong… have I? I barely see my best friend anymore. My ‘best mate’ never talks to me anymore when we used to talk every day. My closest guy friend only ever talks to me when he feels shit and when he wants to rant, but never asks how I’m feeling. Someone I opened up to and told everything to doesnt talk to me anymore, when we used to talk everyday. One of my friends is losing herself, doesn’t talk much to me and I’m so worried about her because she is going so downhill but I can’t do anything. One of my other friends who made me tell her my deepest secret wouldn’t even tell me what was going on in her life, she barely speaks to me now either. Everyone is walking out on me. The only person who seems to want to speak to me is my boyf, but what if he gets tired of me and leaves as well.




I don’t eat food, I eat numbers, calories.

(Source: itsnottoolateitsnevertoolate)






clean-slates:

Most people don’t like me, but you might?

heartatttack:

This gif, it always makes me stop.Something in it just makes my heart break.It makes me think of when I said those words, how quickly Erik told me he was on his way without even knowing what it was about.How so many people commit everyday, with no one out there to help them.How so many lives could be saved, if they just had someone, anyone to be there.I want you all to know, that I’m here. You can come to me for anything. Whether it’s a chat about the weather or you want to self harm, or commit. I’ll be here, anon or not. My ask is ALWAYS open.